愛惜肝醣→沒有就是，沒有。

答覆要不要去的DATE LINE是昨天

偶像親自打電話來問說為什麼不去

(我算什麼東西, 竟然讓偶像親自打電話......)

 
電話不是我接的, 決定不是我做的

卜卦、求籤, 神明全都說很不好

沒有人管我覺得好不好

肯定我卻不支持我想幹麼

問我到底想幹麼卻否定我

真是的, 都一樣好笑

這一輩子大概就是這樣了

想起朴忠裁跟前進說的話(?!!)

"你只能在這裡爛掉"






I'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes

(Caught in the undertow
just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is
another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow
just caught in the undertow)

I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
I've become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly
afraid to lose control
'cause everything that you thought I would be
has fallen apart right in front of you

(Caught in the undertow
just caught in the undertow)
every step that I take is
another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow
just caught in the undertow)
and every second I waste
is more than I can take

I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
I've become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
but I know
you were just like me
with someone disappointed in you

I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
I've become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
(tired of being what you want me to be)
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
(tired of being what you want me to be)


Linkin Park之所以會受歡迎不是沒原因
"Numb"的歌詞真是寫到心坎裡了...

連我自己也不知道這樣對人生充滿的麻木無力的感覺已經持續多久了...